Tuesday, June 05, 2007

NOW I REMEMBER...




when i first had little man i wondered how the heck i got pregnant so fast with him to begin with. somehow over the past year i forgot all the work that a newborn takes. it must be God's way of ensuring that humans will continue to produce offspring even after their first. as paul mellows out and as abbie adjusts to not being an only child, i remember how i got pregnant and why i wasn't freaked out about it. there is something magical that happens around month 3. smiles turn into giggles and as the crying fades an incredible personality begins to emerge. my amazing kids just make my ovaries ache! if you would have asked me last month how i would react to having another irish twin i would have screamed. now if you asked me, i wouldn't be upset. how could i be, when having children is the most amazing thing in the world!? my uterus would probably feel differently than me and this by no means, means that i'm ready to create yet another beautiful child. BUT, now i remember how sweet paul came into existance.