Monday, January 26, 2009

SHELTER ROUND TWO

shelter starts back up next week and i'm already beginning to get a case of the recovery blahs. i'm excited to see what else God strips away this semester but i'm also nervous by what that means. last semester i was protected by my shield of anger. that has slowly been stripped away and the next step is grief. i want to welcome the tears but at the same time i am terrified of them. being disconnected has served me "well" the last 29 years. here's to the painful process of peeling back yet another layer and the joy and beauty that lies on the other side.

1 comment:

jruiz said...

I will pray for the Lord to prepare your heart.