Friday, February 20, 2009

SOMEDAYs

Somedays you just can't ask for much more than this.

LET ME IN

Three pictures of a shopping cart. So this is love..

GENIUS

SUPER MARKET!

Grocery carts with built in tvs!? Tom Thumb I could kiss your face.
The best feature is in the picture above, locks for the doors!! Surely
a mother invented this.

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

TIRED AND FULL

i've been going at mach 5 the last several weeks. adoption, shelter, new ministry opportunity, birthday party planning, life. i've had enough adrenaline coursing through my veins the last month to kill a horse. i'm tired. all kinds of tired. physical, emotional, spiritual. tired. disconnected. i'm a floating head without a body. and i'm full. i'm so disconnected i feel like i'm full of crap. tired. disconnected. full of crap. AWESOME!

Friday, February 13, 2009

UNKNOWN

last night while working on adoption maddness 2009 Les was filling out
a section on our parents. I did my usual and just wrote my mom in the
blank and Les asked if I thought we should write my dads name in too.
I said whatever and as he wrote unknown in the spaces about my dads
personal information I felt a stab I've never felt before.

In the past I've flippantly been able to remark about my dads sperm
donor status as if it was a strangers dad I was talking about. If I
felt anything it was shame. I must have done something wrong for my
dad not to be around. This is probably the first time I've felt the
stab of what should have been. Progress? Wish it wasn't so painful.

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